Musings of a Simple Heart

i am a learner...
just beginning to taste a bitter reality that the world around me is fast...probably faster than it takes to load an iphone app...nd may be faster than it takes to make up your mind on losing ur virginity....
i dont know how a beer tastes different from vodka with lime..
nor do i know how heavy metal sounds different from alternate rock..
i dont know why kids hangout at pubs, than in libraries...
i cannot make out a gigolo by mere looks....i dont trip to electro music...
i dont recognize the fakeness in fleeting glossy smiles at house parties...
nd of course i can never know what utility a vibrator serves over a dildo...

Life has been rather unkind to me...i wasnt taught how to love a man for his looks and his money...and worse,not even know how to pretend love so dat we make love big tym!
the dilemma of someone who had to google to find out what an orgasm meant!!

i dont know what gals murmur to guys all night over the phone, sleepless!!
i dont know wher pot takes people! and not even how to take a smoke!
i dont know if cherry red Maybeline tastes better than purple passion Revlon.

i dont know how to lie to make hot money, n lie over lie to preserve existence.
i dont know what one night stands mean to people...
i dont enjoy Salman Rushdie,for, i'v never comprehended complexities.

But,der r things dat i know...like,how to keep life simple.
i know how to see beauty in blue clouds n yellow daffodils.
i know how good country music sounds.
i know the elation in a father's heart wen he knows his kid got placed with an MNC.
i do recognize a mother's heartache wen her kid flies off on a plane for the first tym!
i know how slow cancer kills, nd also how fast a cigar is smoked off!
i know how to see goodness in every heart, though dats wat probably put me into trouble each tym!
i know i chuckle while watchin Tom n Jerry nd dat i blush wen Sumbody tels me iam beautiful!
i believe virginity is sumthin that takes more than eleven minutes to lose, and that love is something that takes more than a lifetym to share.
I still believe in tooth fairies n Santa Claus n shooting stars...
I Believe dying needs far more balls dan Living, though evryone says cowards choose to die..

i still converse more with the moon and stars dan on d phone!
i believe fashion is what u make for urself to enjoy,not fr else's eyesight...
i know how to honour relationships, right ones though.
i know how great it feels to read on paganism sipping hot tea, though i'd enjoi Chaucer or Shakespeare better.

And of all things, am proud dat i know how to love, simple good ol' love.
and even better,i know, dat i'd make love to only that One who can love me the same simple good ol' love!!

Now to wher i began,i told u, Am a learner...
sometimes i feel like a time traveller, who accidentally turned his time dial forward!
Sometimes,Wen i look around, i feel like am a runaway show piece from a History museum!! something like a Plymouth on a MotoGP race track!!!
but then, deep within, i heave sighs of relief...becos, i know, its good to be a simple hearted human being...its good to be different...